Saya bukan manusia yang sempurna. Saya tahu saya ada flaws. And lots of it. However, one thing I can do is read people. Though not that well, I think I can read them well enough. When I can't read people, I get nervous, because I know that something is wrong somewhere or something is unsaid.
Right now, or for these past few months, I can't read you. Saya dah cuba. Tapi still tak boleh... I justify for you, I explained you to my conscious. Yet I still can't figure you out. I used to be able to but not anymore... And I'm worried. But mostly, I'm scared...
I don't know what to think now. After all we've talked about, I still find that nothing was resolved. That things would still be as it is... I'm sorry I make you jealous. I can't push my friends away. I'm sorry I make you feel insecure. I have tried changing that yet it stays the same. I'm sorry I make you loving me a difficulty. I can't change how I look.
Saya sayang awak. Everybody knows that. But I'm not so sure anymore that mere love can help us now.
I know this might seem irrelevant but when I read this, I understand what he was trying to say... The interview itself was immature but the content of the conversation is relatable - to me anyways.
David Arquette - Why Courteney Cox and I Split
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